Last week I had the pleasure of receiving a 2-hour, remote “Quantum Sphere Healing” session from Carla Fox. Carla’s a trained shamanic healer that I discovered on a Super Woo Radio. In short, my session involved energy healing, past lives, and aliens.
What do aliens have to do with personal development and self discovery?
I was equally surprised when Carla told me my pineal gland had strong ET influence and energetic implants from the Reptilians and Short Greys. What!?
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But if this intrigues you, read on my friend.
What is Quantum Sphere Healing?
Quantum Sphere Healing might sound a little pretentious, doesn’t it? I know, but hear me out. It’s Carla’s own unique healing method. Healing for what? Well, healing is primarily the word used when then intention is to purify your body, mind, and spirit. Eliminating negative influences in your life. Bad habits, negative thought patterns, fear-based and limiting belief systems.
Essentially healing is a practice of self realization. Of becoming the most authentic You. Healing doesn’t mean you are sick, exactly. I wouldn’t consider myself sick, I am just in love with the idea of being true to myself and living in line with my purpose.
There are many different healing methods. Even just sitting down and having a conversation with someone and helping them overcome their limiting beliefs is healing. Perhaps one day I’ll become a healer myself.
From Carla’s website,
Quantum Sphere Healing is a totally new and revolutionary healing modality. Carla starts the session by using special sound technology to maintain a gamma brain wave state throughout the healing work. Then, a special higher dimensional healing orb clears the energetic distortions of the energy form of the client’s body.
Next Carla, along with her higher self and that of the client, enters the Quantum Sphere where all of the patterns related to the client’s issue are located. These may originate from genetic inherited patterns, past lives, early life trauma, and even solar, galactic or cosmic arenas. These patterns are pulled forward and combusted into clean clear energy that is repatterned with positive intent. The result is a deeper, more far reaching and comprehensive shifting of the client’s issues.
What happened in my session?
It started with a 30 minute phone call after I sent her an email with sort of a life story and my current issues. After we discussed and got comfortable, we hung up and spent the next 60 minutes in meditation together. I was at my home in Cleveland, and she was in her studio in Colorodo. She would go into a altered state and interact with my higher self and etheric energy field. After the 60 minutes, we got back on the phone and she told me what she found.
What she found was crazy!
She said she could see my energetic body and all the distortions and blockages I had. She said my pineal glad had some energetic implants from ET races like the Reptilians and the Short Greys. This shocked me. I’d heard about energetic implants before and of course I’d heard about these kinds of ETs. But I didn’t know that I had anything to do with them. So I asked her to explain.
She said the Short Greys have a history of subjugation, servitude, compliance, and being “less than.” The energetic implant was influencing my behavior and thought patterns. Interesting.
She also said that she saw an energetic “noose” around my neck. She saw I had a former life as a black man who was hung. Again, a life of servitude.
Could this explain why I have so much productivity guilt? Why I often feel at ease only if I’m in “good graces” with certain people in my life? For example, not wanting to let people down, being agreeable to their demands of my time, people pleasing, etc. There are times when I prefer to just be told what to do so I know what is expected of me. It feels “good” knowing I’m in compliance. I subconsciously feel “less than” and subservient. There’s a sense of relief knowing I’m being a “good boy” doing my work. I can also sense a fear of punishment or shaming if I slip up, forget, or do a bad job.
My First Rejection in the Womb
Carla went on to see that my first rejection came when I was a little fetus in the womb. She said my mother and father were shocked to be pregnant and initially didn’t want me and I felt that rejection as fetus. I asked my mom about it later and she said I was a “pleasant surprise.” My mom was only 19 years old when she had me and I can imagine it would be quite a life-altering event.
Carla told me that there was a lot of sadness surrounding my birth. That surprised me. She explained that my mother knew her life would never be the same. As a newborn baby, I felt like a burden already. Carla said it started an energetic pattern of guilt of being in the way, a burden, a nuisance.
She said I didn’t want to make a fuss and that my mother would say that I was a “good baby” because I didn’t cry a lot. I later confirmed this with my mom, but she didn’t say anything about me being a burden on her. I knew she loved me though, but I could imagine it would be tremendously scary raising your first child without much money or resources.
She looked into my early childhood and said she saw a lot of tip-toeing around. Not trying to call attention to myself. Not trying to make a scene. Minimizing my male energy. She said there was a pattern of trying to make myself invisible.
She saw that I would spend a lot of time in my room drawing. That’s obviously true, I became an artist. But I guess I never put the two together that I used drawing as an outlet. My drawings were praised by my family and friends and this made me feel valuable and important. So naturally I kept doing it and it became my “thing.” I was the “best artist” all through school and I loved that.
Some of you may have heard of accessing past lives through hypnosis. It’s called past life regression. I wasn’t hypnotized and I did not experience visions of my past lives myself. Carla Fox used her own altered state of consciousness to view two past lives that had significance to my situation in life.
The first was a former life as a swordmaker. I made swords for knights and I had a very good reputation. I had come up with a revolutionary new design and was very proud of my work. But a knight was killed in battle after my sword broke off at the handle. I felt tremendous guilt and shame and I was exiled from the community. I later realized that one of my workers “below me” had sabotaged the handle on purpose as a way to “take me down” and move into my position.
Not sure how what it means for my current lifetime. I can think of a few ways, but it’s interesting.
The second was a life as a woman who was a pianist. She was very good at playing piano, but she lived a very sheltered life with a domineering father. The father would control everything and take her to performances and back and not let her do much else. Carla saw that my hands ended up getting disfigured or burned and I couldn’t play anymore and it this hurt me immensely. She said that while I couldn’t play, I still played the music “in my head.”
That is interesting because like I said in my last post, I had been gifted several piano keyboards in the past couple years. I took piano lessons last year, but really fell in love more with theory than the actual practice. I feel a longing and call to play and perform music in this lifetime, so this makes sense.
Replaced with positive Patterns
Carla said she used her “higher dimensional healing orb” to clear out and fix all those energetic patterns and blockages. She said not to worry about those any more and that they would be cleared.
She then used her magical abilities to implant more positive patterns in me. She had me write down the following on a piece of paper:
I EMBODY THESE QUALITIES AT ALL TIMES
- Being grounded an in-the-body at all times
- Being visible
- Being able to move forward in life easily
- Having a healthy and strong male energy
Do I Believe This Stuff?
Do I believe that what she was doing was real? What if she’s got evil intent or is a fraud or charlatan? From the interviews I have listened with her and my interactions, she seemed very genuine, caring, and authentic. I have a good radar for that I think.
Do I believe that she could see into my past lives, early childhood, etc? I’m not sure. I don’t exactly know how it works. From my own out of body experiences and meditations, I know that it can be done, I just never had personally. She studied at the Monroe Institute which I greatly respect. So in a way, I was just as curious to know how it’s done as I was to have it performed on me.
My heart believes, it knows. It’s my mind that has a hard time coming around. A year ago, I didn’t believe any of this stuff because it didn’t fit into my view of reality. I was logical, scientific, and practical. I figured there were psychological reasons for why people behaved the way they did. But I was also judgmental to those who believed in the paranormal or supernatural. There was part of me that was interested to be proved wrong though. It’s not until now that I recognize that I had a fear of the unknown.
The more I open up and release judgments and fears, the more expansive and magical the world becomes. I feel more alive than I ever have. I feel excited about life’s possibilities.
It requires letting go of over-intellectualizing everything and connecting more with our heart and intuition. It’s not about being superstitious or living in a fantasy world. It’s not a dumbing down, but it’s about living and listening with your whole being. Most of the world today is trained to reject dreams, imagination, intuition, etc. We are given role models of celebrities, athletes, and wealthy entrepreneurs. Psychics are branded as charlatans. There are negative stereotypes abound from witches to religious nutjobs. Nobody wants to become one of them! so don’t go near that subject matter or you will be labeled a weirdo!
You don’t need to understand all this stuff intellectually to “get it.” Just read it and pay attention to how it makes you feel. Are you disgusted or repulsed by this information? Do you feel a strong desire to tell me I’m wrong? Or does it energize you where you get chills down your spine because you recognize a deeper truth behind it? Do you feel guilty for enjoying this information? Either way, your reaction should tell you more about yourself and what you need to focus on.
Your thoughts create your reality
One thing that I have realized along my journey is that thoughts create your reality. What you think influences how you see the world around you. And you can choose what to think once you become aware of this. Once you start waking up to your thought patterns, you wonder where they came from. Did you consciously decide to think that people are out to get you? Or that the going downtown will get you mugged?
A healing session like this is just another way to help you determine the root cause for why you think the way you do and empowers you to change it. A book that I highly recommend is You Can Heal Your Life by Louise Hay.
It’s so thrilling to do this kind of work. I love it. I’m sure I’ll be getting more sessions done from all sorts of different people. I think I’ll eventually get a session from George Kavassilas, one of my biggest inspirations on my path. And perhaps I’ll get some intuitive coaching sessions done from Charis Brown or Gigi Young. I’m excited about connecting with these amazing individuals and I’ll let you know what happens when I do.
PS – I’ve already had a few clients for my Maker/Mistaker Sessions. There has been some really eye-opening moments for both me and the client. I think this is going to be big for me. Email me if you’re interested!